Waiting…


Waiting for the crash

The smash 

The impact

The wreckage

Waiting for the mortar

To explode

The meteor

To strike

The crocodile

To bite

Waiting…

Anticipating…

Annihilation…

For flouting every rule I ever made

© Blackheart, May, 2016

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Nothing tastes as good as thin…

  

Flesh on bone

Too much

Flesh on bone

Train, train, train

Consume enough

Barely to sustain…

Life

But how much?

Is enough

When you’re tough…

Fat, sugar, carbs

Out

Scales shout

Their glee 

Mind over matter

Mind over matter

Easier day on day 

Obesity

Everywhere

Evokes nausea…

Yet determination

Tweak the intake

Adjust the output

Mirror smiles

A fading reflection 

Of mental strength

Or is it…

Mental breakdown?

©Blackheart, April 2016

Middle Ground

  

That middle ground

Essence of truth 

Absolute

Emotion, sentiment

Feeling, connection

Rendezvous of souls 

Source of strength

Comfort, contentment 

Is missing 

Somewhere

‘midst companionable 

Friendship 

And overwhelming passion

A black hole

Swallowed it

© Blackheart, March 2016

‘Love’, the lie

 

It’s a mocking mirage

An illusive impostor

A fallacious figment

Borne of a deranged mind

A malicious misconception

The deadliest deception

The perverse pantomime 

Of a wretched psyche

It’s a perpetuated poison

A desperate delusion 

A fictitious fabrication 

Spawned of a sepulchrous soul 

It is a lie

It is not real

This fable 

This label

They call ‘love’

© Blackheart Feb, 2016

Love?

  
In the spirit of Valentine’s Day, I guess…

I breathe the stars

In your kisses

They sparkle

Like fairy dust

Through my eyes 

I feel snowflakes

In your touch

Melt in icy tingles

On my skin

Twinkling 

To my toes

You leave…

I choke razor blades 

Dark green mist swirls

Paranoia starts…

It’s inescapable decay 

© Blackheart 14.02.2016

In pieces I lie…

  

They broke me

The bastards

Finally

With their lies

Nasty

Debasing bullies

Demanding respect?

I’d laugh

If I could stop the tears

Nothing…

Nothing is worth this

Retaliation?

Ammunition 

I have aplenty 

But will? Desire?

All outta energy 

Annihalated 

I lie

Ship out

Move on

Fuck them

Irrational wankers

Evil liars

Pray for karma

To win the day

Some fights

Are not worth the pain

© Blackheart